dalam khali.

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

peace be upon Muhammad and his family

“you don’t deserve the best from anyone coz you’ve never given anyone the best you had, even if you think it’s the best you’ve ever given before, you still don’t have the rights to put demands everywhere on everyone’s forehead, right? so please, if it’s something you could do with your own hands and feet, do proceed it as it is, don’t burden anyone around and let them do it for you for maybe you’ll be disgusted by them. no offense oke, coz it’s just reality..”

“don’t depend yourselves to do things on others always, it’s frustrating you know, try to do it yourself, and be proud for what you’ve done, don’t say others can help me to do it better [and yeah, I do agree if we help each other we can do better] but hey you couldn’t get help for the rest of your lives right? certainly, there’ll be milions of times Allah will leave you alone to think, to manage, to decide, to choose by your own will. so please, learn something from your inner self and be proud of that coz you’re special because of that. ouh you’re afraid maybe you could go wrong? it’s ok, once you’ve done it then you know where you did wrong, if everything was to be done by others then shall you notice your own mistakes and wrongdoings? of course not, so get moving now for your own sake..”

“maybe I am a bit narcissistic like others had said before, maybe I am to good to be true for myself, and I am sorry for being one like that but I’m just pointing out some views that I see a bit not nice for you, so have some booster of self-esteem for yourself at times and don’t think others are better than you coz they are not..”

dan ya, semua berbalik pada aku. banyak bercakap banyak la tanggungjawabnya. tapi aku bercakap dalam hati. bicara seorang. dikirakah? mungkin kerana itu Allah banyak tidak izinkan aku bercakap dengan sewenangnya. oh terima kasih Ilahi. Kau sangat memahami. hasbiyallahu wane’mal wakeel. dan pada sape yang rasa ada kaitan dengan segala rapuan aku kat atas, amek la perhatian, sebab setiap orang ada had tuk kita minta tolong, ada had tuk kita masuk campur hidup dia, dan ada had tuk kita jangan melebih.

everything has their own limits. I won’t enter yours and so don’t dare to cross into mine. you should know when to stop. you should know when to not cross the line. well, you need to be told by the person? ouh, it’s too embarassing. takkan dia nak kata ‘cukup la jangan banyak tanya pasal idup aku boleh?’. kan memalukan kau dan dia? bak kata orang – jaga tepi kain orang takpe, jangan jaga dalam kain orang. see the difference? there are still borders and lines that you should not cross forever unless you’re being asked to do it. then it’s your call.

and yeah, you still don’t know where’re the limits? learn dear, learn. look at those body languages, those hand gestures, those eye contacts, even we could feel ourselves the atmosphere around. is it comfortable or is it just too hot? well if these ways aren’t helping you so you should learn by yourself in your own personal ways. it’s called common sense. if you do not have the common sense, so everything’s over. you’re a goner.

I’m finished with the ramblings.

and so Allah knows the best what’s in my heart. you’re not the judge but Him.

wallahua’alam.