Archive for March, 2009

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the morning habit

March 31, 2009

heh, it’s all about the mornings.

i miss it.

miss to kiss my mother’s hand before she goes to work. it smells like the chocolate. well, she uses the Palmer’s chocolate lotion, that’s why :P

miss to kiss my father’s also. the rough and hard skin of a father. the hardwork that he’s been doing so far. the gentle of his patting on the shoulder. it’s calming.

ya Rab, irhamhuma daiman fi hubbuka ~

and Allah knows best.

p/s : got my first dose for HepB today after Parasitology classes. and ouh, I’ve to hurry, ahli beit yg bising dah memanggil tuk makan ! kih kih

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morning amazement

March 31, 2009

well, I learned something very precious this morning.

(buat-buat la faham kalau tak faham, kih kih)

I was on the YM this morning, trying to settle a few things for my cousin, so I had to contact some old friends here and there and at last I stumbled back with someone who is studying somewhere at the other end of the world.

So I started the questioning. By the end of the fourth question (if I’m not mistaken), he asked if my cousin is a boy or a girl. That moment I was startled. I was filled with awe then. I smiled before I knew it. Yeah, my cousin’s a girl. As expected, he offered the ID of a girl from his batch to help me and my cousin. And yeah, that makes things easier. I was still smiling. I can’t help it.

At last, we ended that short conversation neatly. I handed over the ID to my cousin and she’s relieved having someone to make some reference. ha ha, my kabut cousin neyh.

So the rest of the day I’m just too amazed. Knowing him back then and now. Of course, people do change. And he did change for good. I’m glad. I’m happy. Hope the others are changing for good also. It’s a wonderful thing to see.

Allahu yukrimak. Allahu yuhdinak. Allahu yusahhilak.

and Allah knows best.

wallahua’alam.

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zero loss

March 30, 2009

in the name of Allah

peace be upon Him

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under those green trees, shading the girls below, who are focusing on that woman, that sofisticated woman, with her blue scarf on, carefully arranging her words together, so as to make them acknowledge who is Muhammad PBUH  actually. the girls wrote down their notes enthusiastically and smiled meaningfully.

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sitting crossed legs among themselves, in the mosque at one corner, while others are praying, sleeping and reciting Quran, those boys are sharing how they managed to memorize the whole Holy Book, leaded by an older man who was in his late sixties, albeit facing difficulties to speak fluently, he did try hard to convey his last message for the boys to apply every now and then. the boys nodded faithfully.

three

everyday, at 9 o’clock, she’ll disappear from her box about 15 minutes. everyone didn’t realized it at first but at last she made everyone suspicious. where did this young lady go where as she was supposed to finish her job? so one curious colleague followed her quietly and ended in front of musolla’s door. there, the curious cat saw her praying silently in her decent outfit.ouh,  dhuha prayer. the view was soothing. she, the colleague, decided something.

four

he went to his senior’s house. wanted to borrow some records and reports regarding the annual dinner of the department for the past years. well, he’s the treasurer after all. the senior brought him to his room so that he could do his work comfortably on the computer. while the senior was downstairs to make some cool drinks for them, he noticed some stick-up notes on the monitor. “leave things that do not concern you” – Rasool. he then remembered what to do after this.

these people who received some useful knowledge and able to develop wonderful thoughts may end up  in some other conditions.

either one could go back home and talk it with their family members about the useful experience and knowledge so that they could together imply some output from the input.

or practice it themselves and soon will get some notice from others which will drag them to join also.

or do it as a daily routine as it is part of the Deen or sunnah Rasool, do it for the mercy of Rabb.

or make it as an advice for ownself and others, as a reminder for own soul and others around.

then..

people in the 3rd party who received the information will then do the same thing so as the 4th party and the cascade goes on and on.

see, you distribute your extra knowledge amongst yourselves freely without hesitation then it’ll be passed onto the next descendant of generation without you knowing how many people you have influenced.

thus, zero loss. you bought stocks for the hereafter which will return to you with zero loss. failure rate is nil. no need to worry or despair coz the profit will be double, triple or maybe infinity.

“terputuslah semua hubungan seorang anak Adam dengan dunia setelah mati kecuali tiga : doa anak yang soleh, sedekah jariah dan ilmu yang bermanfaat..”

so start ! start spreading words, words about Deen, words about ummah, words about soul, words about life, anything that’ll help the humanity, anything that do good for the body and soul. don’t be greedy for your own sake !

BUT don’t forget to apply when you ask people to do.

one who says more must act more, the responsibilities are heavier.

and Allah knows best.

wallahua’alam.

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from Him . to Him .

March 22, 2009

Innalillah wa Inna Ilaihi Rooji’uun

just received some news from my senior. her friend’s brother passed away yesterday. I was eating at that time and nearly choked the fish’s bone. erk ~ may Allah bless the soul, forgive the sins, and greet him with His Mercy in the skies above..[al fatihah]

Jika ku harus mati

pertemukan aku denganMu..

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

# today’s The International Day at our university (last year, I was in charge of it and this year it’s Nasriah – all the best to you guys !)

# Patho’s day on the coming wednesday – exams of course ! short one but covering 6 huge topics especially GIT \- O -/ *straight face*

# April 2nd – our turn for the Patho’s 5 marks *waa get to see some fresh specimen from the body again ! lamenye tak buat keje camni [big grin]*

# April 3rd – her ‘aqd nikaah ~ may the day go smoothly for u !

# April 4th – well then it’s Microb’s turn. short exam. 10 topics of Bacteria :)

# April 7th – Parasit’s time. worms, fleas, ticks, mosquitoes, protozoas ~~~

but to think of it, every student in this whole wide world is facing their own exams – Profesional exams, Thesis’s exams, Viva exams, Cooking exams ha ha etc – thus, Allah is fair enough !

heh but still, if you do not have any exams, then you might get some problems soon from Him to be settled but EVEN there is no problems, no questions, no riddles, no puzzles for you to solve; your life is like a complete heaven, then it’s you who Do have a problem. you’re not even a human right? are you? ;P

and He knows best.

“To Allah belong the East and the West: whithersoever you turn, there is the presence of Allah. For Allah is All-Pervading, All-Knowing..” (2:115)

“Sungguhlah Allah itu Maha Pemalu; tika seorang hamba menadah tangan meminta memohon merayu hajatnya, Dia malu untuk memulangkan tangan hambaNya dalam kekosongan dan kekecewaan..” (sabda Rasulullah)

mohonlah, mintalah, berdoalah. kau takkan kecewa.

He’ll grant you everything. it’s just the matter of time, place and yourself.

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may Abi’s flowers bloom along the coming seasons – he just love to garden with Umi :)

wallahua’alam.

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the replay

March 10, 2009

Tuhan marahkah kau padaku

sungguh deras curah murkaMu

Kau hempaskan jariMu di ujung banda

tercenganglah sluruh dunia..

Tuhan mungkin Kau ku abaikan

tak ku dengarkan peringatan

ku sakiti Engkau sampai perut bumi

maafkan kami oh Rabbi

Engkau yang Berkuasa

jangan marah lagi

biarkanlah kami songsong matahari

Engkau yang Perkasa 

ampunilah dosa

memang semua ini 

kesalahan kami..

oh .. Tuhan ampuni kami ..

heard it back in Mansura in the past few days, 1st time listened to the song several months after the tsunami incident, sang by the cute girl who once sang with Westlife in ‘I have a dream’ (well now she’s older of course !) but unfortunately the ones who sang back this lovely song recently forgot the lyrics, ha ha I nearly laughed my heart out, and of course not many know bout this song so they’re safe ha ha tho we lost to them (in an unfair way of course huh) but luckily I know the song..

ha ha ape punya ayat berbelit la. maaf la ye. aritu punye cite tak abes lagi.

March 25th – Patho’s exam. again.

and He knows best.

wallahua’alam.

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mawluud Rasool

March 5, 2009

allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad

allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad

allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad

sollu ‘ala nabiyy ya mu’mineen

stealing some time tonight to babble a few words.

on this monday, 1438 years ago a miracle was born. every creature knew that the light has come. so that the darkness will fade away. and there, the chosen baby was named Muhammad.

allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad wa ‘ala aalihi Muhammad

allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad wa ‘ala sohbihi Muhammad

scan our hearts. do we feel anything? feel that we didn’t do much to express our love for Rasool? feel that we talk to much to people to love Rasool but we ourselves ain’t doing anything? feel that we forgot ‘ouh, we do have a prophet ya!’???

people, come on, let us reflect together, how come Rasool could express and said his love for us is more than his companions beside him even when we didn’t even live in his time and couldn’t even see his face?

Imam Al-Ghazali asked us to check our hearts..

Carilah hatimu di tiga tempat,

temuilah hatimu sewaktu membaca al-Quran, tetapi jika tidak kau temui carilah hatimu semasa mengerjakan solat..jika tidak kau temui juga maka carilah htimu ketika duduk bertafakur mengingati mati..jika tidak jua kau temui, maka berdoalah pada Allah meminta hati yang baru kerana hakikatnya ketika itu kau tidak lagi mempunyai hati..

i’m scribbling down these words for my own remembrance.

allahumma solli a’la Muhammad

allahumma solli a’la Muhammad

allahumma solli a’la Muhammad

practice his sunnah. follow his steps in life. make a visit to his mosque if you could. trace back his journey on this world around the arabic countries. read his words. seek his advice. google for his companions. and learn a good lesson from his seerah :)

may Allah bless all. 

and He knows best. wallahua’alam.

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feat. the Kenits

March 3, 2009

why are they so pure and cute ?

coz they’re sacred. clean from all sins.

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do they even have problems ? no. so no wrinkles for them.

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but yeah. they DO have problems. they’re hungry. kih kih

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wow they sure grow fast ! 

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fast enough that now they could already reach the ampaian ! heh

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and what-so-ever happen, my thumb is the best !

kakak, thanx for the pix ! they’re wonderful.

O Lord The Magnificent, You sure knows the BEST more than me, so please The Holder of the Hearts, bless them with all the blessings in dunya & akheerat, shower them your love, guide them in light and dark also through thick and thin, and I beg you to unite us all in your Garden ~ Rab, I miss them so much..

and He knows best.

wallahua’alam.