dalam sepi

O Allah, for every mistake I do, make it a beneficial one..

a beneficial one which I admit my wrong and won’t repeat it again ;

moga ada teguran dari setiap penjuru

kerana dunia semakin membutakan

moga ketemu pintu cahaya dalam lorong-lorong berliku

kerana dunia semakin bergelap

umi dan abi, mohon restu untuk anakandamu ini

untuk syaheed dalam jalan ini

dan sahabat

moga kalian berakhir dengan kebaikan

kerana dunia semakin diulit kejahatan yang merasukkan

alfatihah buat mereka yang telah pulang ke rahmatullah

alfatihah buat mereka yang dirindui di alam sana

dan ayatul kursi buat pelindung diri sentiasa

andai dipisah lagu dan irama

andai dipisah jiwa dari jasad

rabbana ! ikhtim lanaa bi husnil khotimah wa laa takhtim ‘alaina bi suu il khotimah

wallahua’alam.

zulhijjah’s zone

in the name of Allah

peace be upon Muhammad

phew. saturdays are really pulling my hands and legs from every angle – exhausted -

and arini sepatutnye ke CICC but unfortunately didn’t make it ha ha ~

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congratulations for the new-elected-fresh-dedicated-choosen individuals in the last election, now i could breath normally for at last the secret is no more a secret . heh . i know, you’re carrying a huge responsibilities ahead but nevertheless Allah knows you’re better than us and moreover you’re the chosen one, the choices were not futile. there are secrets within each fate. there are knowledge hidden beneath those incidents. seek don’t look. think don’t daydream. and God’ll give you better results. may Allah bless you || no matter what .

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happy belated birthday for my dear sister, Nur Diyana Mohamed ! sorry for the late notice

three

kakak, i LOVE this picture . .

ngeeee you’re soOO lovely laaa

so everyone, what is it that you could kill but not commit a crime ?

answers anyone?

the best eeman is when you acknowledge that Allah is always there beside you – no matter what, said Rasulullah SAW

wallahua’alam.

fate

people say “nothing is coincidence, it was named fate..”

and yeah, the world is sO small that you can be a bla-bla for her and a so-so for him, and at the end it looks like your a this-that to someone else rELated to him or her. hoh .

and the world seems More and mOre smaLLer when you’re a blogger, you know that-that person but he or she doesn’t know you but then time passes by and after a long period not peeking in his or her space finally you got to know he or she is just right in front of you . you didn’t expect that you could meet this one wonderful and great person that once had written about a touching story — an inspiring quote — a funny joke — or an unforgotten reminder and now he or she is near you, well the feelings are totally different when you know that someone you used to know on the net is suddenly around you, ha ha a bit weird i think but it just makes you closer, it makes you know more about how he or she is .

it is just fun to have many links and chains around you . you’ll know how great Allah had created those bonds . but people misuse those relationships . they chose the bad ones ;(

but when you planned to meet each other one day, it doesn’t matter how close you are when you arrived at the promised place, you won’t see each other if Allah didn’t said ‘kun’ . believe or not . i’ve experienced that twice . how much you rushed to meet, how high your hopes are for the meeting, how you wish that everything will go smoothly, it won’t flow the way you imagined before . then frustration came . then sadness . but hey, listen . think . Allah will replace the lost with something better . right ? haa now you’re smiling . that’s better . so never be truly confident that things will go as you sorted but have faith it’ll be fine in the end no matter what happened .

*credits to Allah-knows-who || tQ*

so people, no coincidence ok ! it was named fate ~~~

stay calm and cool .

and Allah knows best .

wallahua’alam .

p/s : don’t eVEr underestimate His Power !

fuhhh ~~

in the name of Allah

peace be upon Muhammad

ha skang boleh tarik nafas lega ngeee abes keje jadik SPR election sini a.k.a JPP. tinggal nak kene simpan rahsia keputusan undi je sampai jumaat ;P hmm rasenye da takde rezki kot nak jadik JPP da lepas nih tapi seriusly experience tak boley nak lawan keje jadik AJK len, heh kalo ade orang offer korang jadik JPP amek je, toksah pk pk due kali, untung tak rugi pon ^__- heh pecaye la .

then mase tuk keje keras tuk mid year exams, Dars Patho da stat alhamdulillah – Dr yg bes ! and  sangat faham syukran lillah – so ari2 keje duk ngadap buku and notes and simplify sume masuk memory yg melampaui Terabytes nih ;P how come ulama’ dulu boleh hafal Quran + hadith + ilmu falak + ilmu mantik + ilmu perubatan + ilmu etc yang sangat banyak dalam tisu otak yang hanya sebesar genggaman tangan saje? well, it goes back to the borrower of the minds, ask yourself what did u do to ur minds people haa? @_@

so you too can do your best in your studies which is just in one specific field that has been simplified day by day by your doctors, colleagues and seniors right? hence, never despair ^__^

a special warmest and happiest congratulations for my super senior who had just safe and sound passed the ‘akad nikah in this month with her sister – barakallahu lakuma, wa baarik ‘alaikuma, wa jama’a bainakuma fil kher – mesti akak2 len teringin nak turun, kenduri sulung batch akak kan? i pray for your happiness and joyness under His shower of Love and Rahmah, may He lead your path till Jannah insyaAllah, wahesytiinii giddan ya ukht ~~

wanna send my warmest hugs and kisses to my married sis, camne idup skang? makin bz kan? nak tgk online kt YM pon susa, adeh bile la nak borak ngn akak nih, aritu kat fon xbes la, sebab kite base borak kat YM so cam pelik bile kol lagi pon akak tengah keje mase tuh kan, takpe2 ade mase nanti kite online ek, tengah rindu akak nih, ape nk buat? takde ubat la . nak sembang tahap tak ingat skang ni . talk to the heart session . sighed .

oso, lupe plak, for my 6th year-nak-abes-seniorsss || k.Battah + k.NikRo + k.KD || k.KD da stat really-freaking-final-exams couple days ago and both of the formers gonna stat on the 30th while in the mean time, akak2 Alex bakal abes exams tak lame lagi so for my Sistas yang baru stat nih —

all the best i wish each and everyone of you, our prayers are accompanying in every step you take insyaAllah, may He ease your worries, calm your souls, purify your hearts and may each move you choose leads you to the path of success in life of Dunya wal akhEerah |__ may Allah grant each prayer you said, may He’ll blessed you with unlimited knowledge and a sharp mind and focus and at the end may you’ll be among the muttaqeen, mujahideen and syaahideen . ~

you know Allah counts every effort you did, every tear you shed, and every obstacles you overcome to be this far, He’ll never wastes those precious things away coz He knows you better chayok sIstas !!

well people, wish me and the others luck coz we’re gonna bury our nose in those books + notes + pictures + papers ha ha so till i have more time to update, adios !~~

—- amplify the spirits ! —-

listen as your days unfolds . challenge what the future holds . try to keep your head up to the sky . herald what your mother said . read the books your father read . try to solve the puzzle in your own sweet time . some may have more cash than you . others take a different view .

you gotta be bold . wiser . hard . tough . stronger . cool . calm . stay together .

and ultimately He knows best .

wallahua’alam ~

a nano post

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

peace be upon Muhammad, the Last Prophet

dah tengah bulan 11 dah baru la nak tulih balek kat sini, ni pon naseb je online, Syafeeq adek tersayang suh online, adek o adek, online jugak la demi kate mau menyembang ..

haa da abes sembang baru la bley nak sambung post ~~ currently busy managing the election here, jadik SPR la kununnya. gitu la citenye. tinggal tunggu pengundian jumaat ni. rabbuna yusahhilna. prayers for us k !

hmmm puas ati da dapat beli cork-board aritu, haha credits tuk shae k, bersusah payah ke stationary world mencarik bende alah tuh, aku bz kt dewan mase pencalonan lepas ni kalo tak rajin gak xtaw la kn? ;P

haaa dsebabkan yus baru msge bagitaw arini besday k Aisyah so for my dear sister, here’s a big special warmest wish for u..

for my dear lil sweet sister, tho we may meet and know each other for a short time [say like 3 days right?] then last pon we met at Yus’s house mase kenduri, but that’s enough to know bout u, u are a soft-spoken, intelligent and brave young lady – got ur own way of thinking – it’s REALLY fun knowing bout u, selame ni pon asek dengar cite yus je, then bile jumpe rase len, rase warm and close..

so k Syah ^_____^

keep on moving forward, wateva happens yesterday, leave it behind and just take only the lessons you got, don’t keep thinking small things over and over again, the bigger we are, the more things we got to think about, don’t worry bout wat people think and say bout u, what matters is what ur Deen say bout u, do it for Allah then calmness and faith will be yours ||| don’t care much about what others get, care more bout what you have — grateful is the key for tawadhu’ — lastly my dear sis, remember this, whatever that doesn’t kills you makes you stronger ~ la yukallifullahu nafsan ILLA wus’aha .

i miss you . i love u in Deen . lillah .

take care k Syah . and Happy BIrthday !

wallahua’alam .

protect her ya Rab ..

selamat selamat

akhernye.

selamat selamat semuanya, tapi still kurang – sebab takde aku ;P laa nak wat camne, gambar yg dpt pon sikit, takpela tunggu derang pos album agaga macam ye je derang nk pos album hoh

kesimpulannya, cokelat sangat shantek ! ngeee

dah masuk november, exam mid bulan 1, 17hb smpi 27hb, then winter hols. hmm too many things to accomplish, too little time to make it a reality but people always say – the works that are done by great people will never be accomplish bcoz they have their own great efforts to never stop doing something good and beneficial

when life throws you 100 reasons to cry, tell it back 1000 stories to smile..

Nat said – repair your vertical [hablumminallah] and horizontal [hablumminnas] relationship. u’ll never regret !

well, since I’m a bit occupied nowadays, so lagi la rase cam malas nk update so this birthday wish will be presented two days early ~~

selamat hari lahir norhafizah nordin a.k.a Pijot !

ngee there goes the star for the day hmm

moga Allah kuatkan jiwamu dengan sifat sabarNya . moga Allah tetapkan hatimu untuk terus memburu syahid disisiNya . moga kau kembali padaNya dalam jiwa yang bersih dan dosa yang terampun . moga darjatmu diangkat dengan rahmatNya bersama para soliheen . moga kite bertemu di ’sana’

love you dear ..

wallahua’alam.

End of Oct updates

in the name of Allah

peace be upon Muhammad, The Last Prophet

well it seems Egypt’s entering the winter season. my rhinitis came back as usual. just have to face it with some meds to the class. ha ha oh well I still love winter

K Nurul dah selamat nikah, aku ni ha yang tak selamat selamat tengok gambar, bila la nak sampai masuk dalam inbox mel akak cepat la anto, tak pon kasik pas je kt abi or umi, susa la plak takde adek yang nak tolong aku neyh :S

Sambutan Raya Perubatan went well, ha ha well enough after the pouring rain, basah abes Hadi’ah Yabaniyah, but thanx Zillions for the management coz still can carry out a wonderful event at a bE-Au-TI-FooL place ! uniting students for all over Egypt -cairo;alex;mansurah;tanta;zaqaziq- not all came but still the place was full and the food -nasi tomato & satay- was delicious amat ! mabruk to all !

hm looks like everyone’s having their exams right now not me of course so special wishes to Qie , .h , cHo , and Payed..

you go girls ! i’ve the confidence you could answer the questions well enough, even you’ll answer it with a beaming smile, with all the faith you got beat the questions girls ! you’ve got all the help you can get – Allah’s there for you always, so have no worries and regrets . and also, never despair ! maybe sometimes you lost your way home but He never stops to light your path be it stormy, rainy and even sunny days

—this draft was for the week before this—