a belated birthday wish

to a person who never lose hope in me

to a person whom her anger is always on the right pace and time

to a person who is very dedicated

to a person who loved me the most

to a person who never cares about herself more than bout me

to a person who would hug me warmly when i need it

to a person who could babble all night

to a person who kept on praying on sunny and rainy days for me

to a person who never looked down on me

to a person who has the most faith in me

and to a person who i owe the most

happy birthday

sanah helwah

selamat hari lahir

umi !

sorry for the late post but i did sent u the msge right ?

you’re really a guardian angel, sent by God from the seven skies, to give me the shelter from the winds and tornados of life, to give me the light for the darkness and cruelness of the journey ahead and to be my loyal pointer when i’m blinded by the beauty of the world.

you’re really a GIFT. a SMILE for me.

may Allah bless you with all the goodness in life and hereafter and be among the Muttaqeen and Mu’mineen

sarangheyo. aishiteru. bogoshipda.

syukran umi

ithar .

i feel just like want to write and write again tonight

well you know ITHAR (making others the first ones in everything) is the highest place in a bond, a noble bond between us brothers and sisters in AdDeen read below and think.

if you saw the one and only last paperback novel your house mate craved to own it herself and she was competing it with you to get it too, you bought that last book and asked one friend to gave it to your housemate saying it is a gift for her, after knowing that she’s finding hardly for that one and only recent edition and so you saw that sweet smile for the rest of the day..

walking across the alley, you remembered your roommate’s request; to buy her the special cheese cake at Secret Recipe but at the same you’re hurrying off to your art class that will be starting in 10 minutes time in a place five blocks away but however you ended up being in front of the counter paying for the cake coz the place will be closed by the time your classes had finished and then you rushed off with all your might to your class smiling that you could give her the cake after class

you missed so much your long-lost-closest teacher then you knew that there was a reunion with her presence also so you’re so keen to meet her and prepared yourself mentally and emotionally, then when the breakdown emotion day came, your best friend was the one who was the most excited person of all to meet the noble teacher herself eye to eye, she hurriedly came running to her, hugged her and kissed her then they sat down beside each other sharing stories together – you watched and just smiled ‘well, I’ll meet her later’ .

you’re very hungry, really hungry so you cooked something for yourself and ended up with mihun goreng ;P but then it’s the last mihun you used and it’s not very much, just enough for one dish but your friend likes it very much and you’re really hungry right now but still you left 3 quarters of the food for her to eat when she gets back home and you just took the one quarter..so that she could eat with a smile

sometimes, things we don’t know will really change us, think on the other way round, on the other side of the angle, and be somebody who could give..not just receiving. think and change. don’t look but not seek. it’s futile.

every happiness we get, it’s actually on top of others sacrifices.

like the Eeman and Islam.

and He knows best.

wallahua’alam.

class + class = classes

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

been quiet a while in Egypt, with tons of stuff to do and complete, but still not one has been completed [ha ha base la tuh ]

well you know what .

the more you know, the more you’re worried

- i mean kalau dah banyak sangat belaja medic ni, pantang saket sikit je da pk saket kronik tak ke sudah, saket kepala diingat tumor ke hape, bintik2 merah je diingatnye denggi plak ha ha serabut !

the more you know, the more you’re evil

- and that means the exact meaning of it, of course bile dah byk taw banyak la plak kepalenye nak wat gile, taw morphine bley membunuh, itu yang ditabur dalam sup ayam sarapan pagi tuh.. @_@

the more you know, the more you’re indulge with it

- ha ha dan buktinye bley dilihat pada mereka yang mengigau dalam tido ‘myocardial infection !’ sambil mengangkat tangan peno semangat, and even tengah jalan pon kalau melatah pon keluar ‘ops penisilin !’ agagaga

and of course the more you know, the more you’re afraid

- takut nak makan ape2 pon, sebab taw H.heterophyses ade dalam ikan Bolty, ade F.gigantica dalam sayur mayur hijau, huaaa basuh sayor pon menggigil, betol ke tak nih, dah mati ke belom nih :s

tahun 3 membawa perasaan2 ini ha ha ha

currently we’re busy with the Raya celebration. katenyeh tempatnya di bawah naungan bintang-bintang, dan sangat indah, aku duk bayang kan cantek la, tapi you just to xpect the worst in Egypt, nevertheless, the big event is the day after tomorrow hmm

and as for the above, it’s for them who’re obssesed with meds ngeeee *grin*

wallahua’alam.

the naughties

the taicho

miss bumm

the ‘kenit’s

grandma’s soldiers

the princesses

the wise one

and the innocent

wish you all the colourful joyness of life + may Allah hold your hands forever

I love you all bros and sisses

greetings from Egypt

in the name of Allah

peace be upon Muhammad

haaah yes the first post in Egypt, at last I did something to this rusty blog well I’m really really sorry to R. z, maybe u kept on waiting and waiting for the newest post huu but thanx tho for always updating yourself with this not-consistent-updated blogger.

as for my current condition here, I’ve moved to a new house, a bigger one, and I’ve started my class already, about two weeks ago, and for sure I’m getting hectier than usual, coz the subjects for 3rd year students are new and we have to start study back from A. so wish us all the best k !

Pathology, Pharmacology, Parasitology & Microbiology – the area that should be covered in the 3rd yr

as for now, I want to convey some wishes for my beloved sis, Nurul Ashikin Abd Rahim

sis, could you please send warm hugs and kisses for the naughty lil’ girls – Angah, Wawa & Izzah, and send my warmest regards to the rest, for Aina, give her the strongest kiss you’ve ever gave..for Iffah, hope she could walk properly now, she’s too lazy to practice her own legs hug her for me will ya? as for Naim, he must be much more handsome than the last day I saw and kiss him, I really miss that good boy, he’s so innocent, and yeah, he reminds me of arwah always – may Allah bless his soul and God’s willing, we can meet him in paradise and as for you yourself sis, sorry for being faraway here and can’t make to your grand wedding, nenek’s first granddaughter to be married, everyone is supposed to be there but what could I do. huu sis, may His rahmah & barakah accompany you in every single step you take, be strong, be patient, and remember, we’re not that far, still on the same ground and under the same sky

then some words for a cute-like-lollipop sis ;P fateyn K

sis dearie, alhamdulillah Allah has granted our duas, at last you’ll be flying to Casablanca and pursuing in a field that you loved the most in a very beautiful country, so my sis *patting your shoulders* hope u’ll have a safe journey and arrive peacefully in Cairo and Casablanca – I can’t promise you anything, but if we’ve the chance insyaAllah there’ll be the meeting somewhere somehow ok? I miss our talks in the car especially when Yus was sleeping ;P [ttbe jek menyampuk hi hi jgn mara ye Yus] well we do have common conditions right? Allah has His hidden secrets behind all of that, patience and faith is all you need, remember what i said last time? hope it’ll help you a bit ~~ I truly miss you sis, so if you’ve anything you need, insyaAllah I’ll be not so faraway to lend you a helping hand and also pray for my arrival there beside you ;P love you sis, love you a LOT..

and last but not least for my dear buddy, H. z

all the best in your examinations, may serenity fills your soul, happiness fills your day and a thousand smiles for every frown you make – verily, the harder the hardships you get, the sweeter the output will be ~ miss you dear, take care and hope I could make it there tho ngeee *grin*

so that’s it, I’m drowsy, exhausted and out of energy.

people change you know. deal with it. for better and for worse. don’t put the blame on him or her. instead, pray for him or her. life’s REALLY too good to be true. we’ll of course receive the unexpected. we’ll be shocked with the fate Allah had given. but what to do, we’re only human. do accept people the way they are. don’t force. let them think and ponder their actions. make them. give them time. then ask them. the answer may not be accurate but Praise to Allah she or he’s on the right path. and no matter what people say, talk and think about you, have no worries. they’re not God who decides paradise or hellfire for you. who knows your sincere intentions or your devilish actions. so hold on to Him tight. it’s only between you and Him when it comes to the soul matters. He holds every soul’s key. to tighten or loosen it. patience. patience. patience. for every men and women who’re patient, Allah has very good news for them.

Allahumma aj’alna minna sobireen, wal muttaqeen, wal mutawaffiqeen.

we’re lack the right skills because we all never once been in that position before. and so that’s the problem. no skills. non-accurate method.

no offense intended. no bones broken. no pain no gain.

wallahua’alam.

p/s: only for those who could define the real meaning behind those words. and not for the underage ones.